I Will See You Along the Lighted Way

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We were talking about patience and I asked of one of our guides on our most recent trip, “How do you get patience?  He said, “ You don’t GET patience, it comes to you.”  So, I asked, “How does it come to you?” He answered:  Finger up to his lips, he said, “Shh, stand quietly and wait.”  So I did.

The first image to come to me was a Mandala, a tool for gaining wisdom.  I am hoping to include awareness, wholeness, compassion and balance. My vision was a red ornately designed circle with four major points, together with four smaller points perfectly placed within the original four. I am to assume that these 8 points direct the earth forward. Then, I noticed concentric circles, perhaps family, friends, and communities within a unifying center. Soon the image began to fade and I was left alone to ponder patience. (The above photo is my painting of the Mandala)

I am still standing alone waiting for patience. My hand is over my heart, I frown, I smile, I roll my eyes, and I fidget. In the state of waiting, I wonder will I know patience, will I recognize it? Will it produce additions in my life? If patience recognizes me, will it be a blessing?  Will I accept it? I am an open target Patience; I am waiting for you.

In my quietness, I realize that ultimately what I am looking for is the light. I notice people need light in all forms of living. In the openness of light, questions and answers will parade. Now that my way is lit, I will understand and bathe in this solitude, move into it to gather patience and see my own importance and destiny.  I will see you along the lighted way.

P’s Comment on the See Me Now Blog made me think!

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(If you wish to refresh your memory scroll down and read the See Me Now posting and the comment from “P’)

The comment made by “P’ is this: “When you are behind a rock, what happens if you look behind you and a whole new aspect greets you? Are you still hiding or do you use the rock as a backdrop for something more exciting?”

My answer will take years of looking at the rock as a backdrop for something more exciting, but here is what I have seen so far:

I thought you would be interested in this morning and how “P’s” words created something special for me. I went out early before we went to work 6:40 a.m. to be exact to give the quail some left over popcorn.  I looked up to see a full moon hanging in the sky (facing west) I am all caught up in the hanging moon that forgot its timing, then, I remembered what “P” said and turned around behind the backdrop of the moon and towards the east. Oh my wonder, there was the sun coming up, of course.  So, I think I was one of a few, maybe the only one in my area to witness a full moon and the sun together this morning. Perhaps there are many places in the world where this occurs, but not here.  What a treasure. So again, I thank  “P” for his astute Blog comment.

More kudos for “P.”

This afternoon I was on my way to a luncheon at Mimi’s Café, 7.0 miles, about a 20-minute ride. Shortly after leaving my house and entering the roadway, a car turned in front of me and I slowed to let a car turn into a side street.  Then, a little further, there is an alley way and another car turned in front of me. I slowed once again.  If I would have taken “P’s” advice I would have seen the rather aggravated blond bombshell shaking her fists and moving out and around me on the left, passing through double yellow lines dictating no passing. She was trying to make the go signal. Even though she drove fearlessly and tried her best, she was not successful and I pulled up right in back of her. She was flailing her arms and hands. She had broken the law, put my life and hers in jeopardy and caused me quite a scare, but I pleasantly waved and smiled.

The blonde wild-haired woman turned left, I turned left, right on her tail. She drove to Corbin Ave in a rush and turned right. I was right behind her. We drove on in semi tandem for 7.0 miles. She wove in and out of lanes, trying to shake me loose. No, no Blondie, I’m still in back of you. She stopped at the first red light, glanced in her rear view mirror to find me there smiling and waving.  I can feel this woman beginning to worry. The next light that stopped us found her right across from me in the adjoining lane. Blondie is shrinking and sweating in her seat.  I know she is wondering why I am following her.  I am not following her; I am going to my appointment at Mimi’s. I am still smiling and waving.

Actually, I am very proud of myself. I am driving properly, within the speed limit, have not changed lanes every few minutes, yet I am stuck to this wild sweating woman driving a silver bullet with the emblem to let me know it is a Mercedes. I thought to myself, don’t care what you are driving, I am right here in your sights, smiling and waving. You are sweating and worried.

About five miles have been covered and I have not lost any ground. She has worked herself into a bit of frenzy by changing lanes and dodging cars, still trying to shake me. I am enjoying myself and my realization that I am driving like a law biding hot-rod driver is thrilling. I am up on her and nearly miss my turn into Mimi’s parking lot. I turn my way, go on my appointed rounds and know that wild Blondie, the miserable law breaking, dangerous driver, is still looking in her rear view mirror wondering when I will show up.

So, this is not about me seeing in back of me, it is about someone seeing me when they look back. Glory today is performing a job well done in someone’s rear view mirror.

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See Me Now!

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I did not seek the attention, rather I like to sit obscurely in the back of the room with a piece of my hair hiding my eyes, wearing dark under stated clothing, head bowed.  Don’t see me, please do not.

The attention I do like to observe is the one where you would use the thinking process and selectively concentrate on one aspect of the process. This kind of thinking would leave me alone to sit unobserved.

The attention I wish to discuss today and its outcome is the type of notice taken of someone and the regarding of someone as interesting or important, as well as worth the consideration, and the observation of worthiness. It happened to me one day a few months ago. Someone noticed me all scrunched over, hair flying, trying to hide.  How could I have been found, I have been hiding for so long. I found out that you just couldn’t hide from keen observers and skillful people.

I go to a luncheon every month, usually unobserved. This time I got caught. One precious lady asked if I would allow her to pull my hair back in a new do. I said, “Ok.” Then, another asked if I would allow her to smooth some make up on my cheeks and above my eyes. Again, I said, “Ok.” The make up was pulled from the recesses of a huge purse and applied. Little strands from my hairdo were pulled so I had a windswept look. Everyone noticed my new diamond earrings. Everyone thought I looked so fabulous. Everyone said I should always pull my hair up, dab on make up and pull strands. Someone began to apologize because she thought maybe they had overstepped their boundaries and hurt my feelings.

Oh, I spent the rest of the afternoon assuring the ladies how happy I am to have their attention and caring. I will spend the rest of my life thanking them for the new look and the lessons on how to achieve my new windswept, awesome look and thanking them for their precious practiced worldly attention. Next time you see me I will not be scrunched up, hair over eyes in the back of the room hoping you do not notice me.  I will be up front looking like these ladies have just coiffed, brushed, and applied my new look. See me now.